walking in beauty – January 6, 2015
by richibi
“Winter landscape“ (1978)
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walking in beauty today, a proposition
I’ve taken on from a Navajo prayer as
a daily resolution, I of course looked for
beautiful things, literally at first, roses,
fresh air, sunlight, off to get some
Gerolsteiner, mineral water, at three
bottles for three dollars, a dollar
apiece, usually 2.29, to douse my
white wine, of which otherwise I drink
too liberally, some think, I’d pick up
my medication on the way, for blood
pressure, high cholesterol, geriatric
insufficiencies, drop off empties
in the mall, after the pharmacy, Richard
waved, another Richard, a vagrant, who
calls me buddy whenever I see him,
which is often, he used to sleep behind
the garbage bins at my place until
someone kicked him out, he’d greet me
effusively there every time I took out the
trash, hey buddy
that’s my name too, I said, I’d heard him
called Richard by one of his friends, but
that didn’t seem to register, he was in his
own other world
you know Rami, he said
not Rumi, I thought, the Persian poet,
surely not Rumi
not Rumi, the Persian poet, I asked,
ready, however inconceivably, for
maybe some Rumi, even only partly
Rami, Rami, he replied, your
superintendent
Remy, I laughed, my superintendent,
of course I know Rami
he took us out to New Year’s dinner, he
said, whereupon I was utterly inspired,
I’d never given Richard a dime, never
mind dinner
what a nice man, I admired
I shook his hand, it was warm, firm,
friendly, have a good new year, Richard
later I told Remy
you’re making the world a better place,
I told him, have a happy new year too,
you’re wonderful
he told me he hires Richard around the
yard, for landscaping, he usually spends
his pay at the liquor store
what are your plans for 2015, Remy had
asked him, I take it one day at a time,
Richard replied, Remy calls him Rick
the courage, Remy said of him, the
courage
later while I waited for the elevator, a
young tenant in my building, a sport,
came through the front door, how ‘re
you doin’, I asked, he’d been to
Penticton for the holidays
you, he asked
quiet, I said, family, you know, everybody
older than I am, if you can believe it
wow, he replied
wow indeed, I said back
later still, Mom and I went to dinner,
a nearby haunt, were given again
Frangelicos there on the house
to walking in beauty, we toasted,
counting our myriad blessings
she looked as ever exquisite
she wants to start a foundation, from
the money she’s going to get from
having reread “The Secret“, to help
all the people she wants to help, she
reasoned
go girl, I said
Richard