sonatas, continued (Beethoven – “32 Variations in C minor”)



“Alice in Wonderland“ (1977 )
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to Soeur Lucie-des-Lys,
wherever she now
may be
the school that we went to, my
sister and I, was across the street,
through a wild grass field, which
we crossed diagonally, especially
after the Soeurs de l’Assomption,
the Sisters of the Assumption of,
indeed, the Blessed Virgin, had
their convent built directly before
our house, not only the times, but
also the nuns’ implicit intercession,
would’ve prevented any harm
coming to us as we wended our
innocent way across their, surely
consecrated, ground
then down a slight hill to cross
the stone bridge that led to the
other side of the gully, that let
a rill slithering through it ripple
gingerly between its two mostly
brush-covered embankments,
shrubs and disconsolate,
disoriented, displaced
apparently, trees
then another trail, in a conversely
diagonal direction – like Alice‘s
flipped reality in Wonderland,
inverted and eventually wondrous
– climbed up the other side of the
rise, and led across another open
field, aridly, to our school
I don’t remember my first day,
but I remember my sister’s, my
parents worked, therefore,
having done this for already a
year, I would walk her to school,
introduce her to her teacher, I
was seven, she was six, there
was no kindergarten then, nor,
by a long shot, children’s day
care centres
but already we were Hansel and
Gretel in my mind, if we became
gingerbread cookies, we’d become
so together, therefore off we went
to encounter this strange new
world
I knew the principal, an efficient
nun, but not unkind, who later
even taught me, she would
introduce my sister to her first
teacher, Soeur Lucie-des-lys,
who couldn’t’ve chosen a better
name, Lucy-of-the-Lilies, and
was just as modest, utterly
inoffensive, as her adopted
moniker
but my sister cried, indeed wailed,
she had never seen a nun before,
in their black and white attire,
stark and ominously disciplinarian
but I had to go to my own class,
my own new year of exploration,
I liked school, I knew what it
could bring, I knew my sister ‘d
be safe with these new wards of
our education
especially with Sister
Lucy-of-the-Lilies, who could ask
for a better mystical indication,
and an absolute reflection of her
actual person, a poem in the guise
of a maiden, to allay, at the time,
any of my residual reservations
then again, I was Hansel, only,
who else could I trust
later my sister met friends, and a
whole new world of adventure,
just like Alice did in her own,
legendary, Wonderland
R ! chard
“right across from those two bridges”
Amsterdam, Holland
________
upon reaching our rented apartment after
our cab crawl through the Friday night
streets of bustling Amsterdam, hemmed
in and harried wherever we went by its
canals, bikes and rickety cobblestones,
all festooned in the neon glitter of, at
seven already of a November evening,
its multicolour nightlife, I looked around
to get my bearings, we found ourselves
on a little lost street standing on uneven
ground in the darkness between a row
of doors and some water
up the short street, as I looked around,
a bridge crossed from our street over
the stream that passed before our
lodgings, and on the other side of that
bridge another crossed another canal
that ran perpendicular
in my mind cobblestones, canals and
bridges incontrovertibly led to fairy
tales, around me I foresaw, in the
pregnant darkness of our secluded
street, adventure, and I would be
its Alice in Wonderland
and verily there appeared, as though
like magic, right across from those
two bridges, two coffee shops and a
restaurant, my two essentials, nothing
else but moonlit buildings, otherwise
only bicycles loomed, and the
occasional pedestrian
of the two coffee shops I chose the
one that was the least pretentious,
seemed to me the least a nightspot,
though it had its own smoky den at
the back, as it turned out, where they
did indeed serve coffee, made friends
with Francesco and Danielo the first
night, who were easy and engaging,
as they rolled me some take-out coffee,
little trumpets of the best, of course,
Columbian, or something, enough for
a couple of days
further up the further street a neon
sign read “Radisson“, which was
perfect, we wouldn’t have to look
for dinner, a noted hotel is always
an excellent place to find fine fare
and that night that’s all we wanted
we weren’t disappointed, the room
was nigh empty, the service right, and
the delicacies good enough to come
back for seconds, which we did
later as we walked home churchbells
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