Beethoven piano sonata no 32, opus 111
by richibi
when I was a young boy my sister returned
from school with a catechism the nuns had
given her, if there’s anything you’d like to
know, she said, the answer will be in here,
touting it triumphantly
we all laughed at her of course, being a
family of sceptics
but in the following sonata, Beethoven’s
transcendent no 32, opus 111, I believe
that’s exactly what you get, that catechism,
something with all the answers
there are only two movements in the 32nd,
an oddity to say the least, it will end not on
a joyous note, as was the traditional manner,
but on a much more contemplative one
midway I never manage not to break down
the first movement is fast, chaotic, succinct,
the following one tentative, orderly, expansive,
exploratory as opposed to rash, humble as
opposed to demanding
dichotomies, in other words, abound the
more profoundly you let the pattern sink
into you, the more you spend time with
the music
for me it is man, woman, it is chaos, grace,
right, wrong, evil, good, sin, retribution,
war, peace, intolerance, mercy, love
it is also the very steps of our passage
through those life choices
when life has been for me too much of a
struggle this sonata has come along, in
those most private and most vulnerable
moments, invariably to hold my hand,
thanks be duly to Beethoven, philosopher,
poet, mystic, guardian angel, sage
if there’s anything you’d like to know, I
affectionately quote, and presently
ardently remind you, the answer will
be in this cathechism
if you can keep your eye off the pianist,
who is evidently, and indeed enviably,
in its throes
we’ll want to see more of Yeol Eum Son
Richard